Fickle mind while doing the Daily Grind

Today has been one of those days. One of the days that you want to do absolutely NOTHING. The lack of sleep this past week has impacted my motivation and growth mindset harshly. Today I just wanted to give up on everything and not go to class (I actually love my Thursday lecture! What is wrong with me?!). I also have been upset all day since my Boyfriend went back to Cali, since he starts college in a week! So, I am going through withdraw from him not being around. #ScrewYouLongDistance #CouplesCanDoHardThings

This is literally how I felt ALL day today. I was trying to finish my math assignment earlier this evening and I COULD NOT DO IT SAVE MY LIFE.

Especially since my math assignment is 200 problems of fractions.

I HATE FRACTIONS

I just sat at my laptop and cried for a solid 15 minutes. I was thinking, 'well there goes my motivation to get accepted to USC and UCLA. There goes my life, there goes future me driving my future kids in my future cream Range Rover and driving to work in my future Benz. There goes the funds for me to take care and love for my dogs and wonderful boyfriend."

I then began to cry because I realized I have not made ANY friends in nearly 1.5 months of college. I am an extravert, but I suck at making friends (and math).

So I began to message my handsome man and oh my God, he makes me feel so much better for everything. I am so thankful for the stability he brings me, even when he is not around. After breathing and thinking, I know everything will now be OK.

Things can be overwhelming.

STOP. Take a breath, appreciate what you have, love those around you, because YOU CAN DO HARD THINGS

-CO